初恋红豆冰

看了初恋红豆冰，自然的想到了自己的初恋。。

有人显得很不想提起自己的初恋，有人会觉得现在已经有伴侣的不应该在想起自己以前的恋人了。。其实我觉得很可笑，一段你曾经付出过的爱情，它就是你人生中其中一段回忆，可能曾经带给我很多的伤痛，可是当你真正放下了，都不会再有任何的排斥了，剩下的，就是一段回忆，甜甜的，酸酸的，可能结束的不开心，可是，真的，都忘记了。。

最近我有和他聊天，说真的，就像是普通朋友的聊天，他。。依然是那个他。。那个不适合我的他，可是，都无所谓了，就只是朋友，我还能要求些什么呢？又有时，和他聊天时，感觉就像以前和他聊天一样，不一样的，是我心里有另一个人，一个每当我想起他，便会自然的微笑的人。。

我的初恋，它让我知道什么人才是真正的适合自己。。它让我尝试到很多不同的情绪起伏。。

我的初恋，它让我成长。。

我的初恋。。还挺不赖的。。

自私的人

其实这个世界上每一个人都是自私的。。 差别只在这个人自私的程度到哪里。。我从不敢说我是个不自私的人，我并不是伟人。。

有些人自私，但他会逃不过良心的责备。。最终他可能会做回一些好事，作为报答或什么的。。我了他，人之常情。。

有些人自私，从不觉得自己有问题。。像是理所当然的，变本加厉，自私自利，越来越过分，像是大家都亏欠他的。。这种人我最讨厌。。这种人最受人唾弃。。

可是我们又能怎样呢？唯有继续的告诉自己：好人有好报。。

施比受，更有福

有人说。。当一个人非常在意及疼爱另一个人的时候，他会尽可能的不要麻烦他，不要让他为了他奔波。。所以只会叫另一些他不是很在意的人去帮他，有人肯尽心尽力的帮，自己和自己疼爱的人又不会麻烦，何乐而不为呢？

当然也会有例外的，他只相信你，所以才让你帮他办事。这种人会珍惜，会报答，会将别人所帮过自己的事情铭记在心，将来若有需要，他必定赴汤蹈火的帮，一样的不问回报的帮。。这种人，帮了也爽。。

可是往往第一种人比较多，也常让我遇上。。他们得寸进尺，越来越过分。。可是我们又能怎么样呢?

往好处想，我也常常这样安慰自己。。施比受，更有福。。这样想人就会比较不那么生气，生气又有什么用呢?

其实再想想，我们一直在埋怨别人自私自利，其实自己也不是一样在斤斤计较。。哈哈。。很矛盾吧！人就是这样，一样米养百种人。。没有人完全是坏，更没有人完全是好。。

可是至少我会检讨。有些人不会。。

好人一定有好报。。我们大家共勉之。。

人是很奇怪的动物。

人是很奇怪的动物。

人是很喜欢比较的动物。

有些人很见不得别人好。有些人很喜欢鸡蛋里挑骨头。有些人心思很细腻，他们知道什么话会伤人，什么话会让人难过，但他们没有好好利用这天赐的本领，他们扭曲了这个本领，越知道会伤人，他们越要做，越要说。。他们享受看着被伤的人脸上的难堪及尴尬。

这种人很可怕吧！不然。。 看看你身边的人，看看镜子里的你。。你是这种人吗？

人是个很有要求的动物。

他们很自以为的认为自己是每个人的榜样。只要有人和他们稍稍不同，他们就会鄙视他们，去取笑他们。他们不明白everyone brought up in different way, different family background.. 其实真正应该被鄙视的是他们本身。可是他们会明白这个道理吗？与其对别人有着这么离谱的要求，不如好好的要求自己，做好自己。

我希望有人能看见这篇文章，也希望自己能常常读回这篇文章，来提醒自己。。

大家共勉之~~

Gown Fitting 100310

~ Be cool, Be calm, Don't nervous and just smile... You are the most pretty today.. Congratulations! ~

It's just a simple msg but I really appreciate that... Thanks Thomas!! =) 有一种莫名的感动！一些简单的事情总会令我很感动。

I had a great time in gown fitting.. Enjoyed myself a lot by trying so many pretty gowns in 2 hours.. Haha... A very precious experience!! I'm looking forward to the photo shooting session..!! Hope it will be good one!! Hope for the BEST!!~~

Thanks to Honey and Mummy for accompany me during the gown fitting session, and Thanks to my SA - Maggie too!! She is really very nice and experience enough to give me valuable suggestions and advice... ^^

Took lots of photo during the gown fitting session!!! Will post it up when I got the time... hehehehe ^^

希望一切都能开心顺利~~

Just bla...

Whenever I feel I got no way to voice out my anger, I will think of my blog.. My poor blog, neglected by me for decades and only when I'm unhappy, then only I will think of it.. Anyway..

I was thinking, if there're still someone reading my blog, what will they feel on me? 'I believe she is someone who has a very negative thinking', 'I believe she is having a hard time most of the time' or 'I believe she has no one to talk to when she is feeling down'? OR 'She shud've be more optimistic and grateful for what she has now', 'This girl is not happy'?

No, No, No... I just like to share my feelings (or is there anyone else who read my blog)? I don't care, I just want to tell out my feelings.. I'm happy most of the time, I know how to calm myself down.. No worries... =) People might think I'm naive, maybe I am at this point of time, anyway who will be still can think rationally when they're feeling angry? I can't.. And, why cares? This is my blog anyway...

I started to feel that I'm not suitable for the corporate world.. Why? Because I don't know how to act busy in front of everyone, make everyone feel that I'm the most capable woman with tons of job a day.. Because I do not know how to 'make friend' with certain influencial people so that, maybe, they can help me sometime somewhere.. Because I don't know how to say sweet things and make everyone likes me... Because I don't know how to step on other's head to climb higher and higher and higher, and the most unbelievable part is, the owner of the stepped head doesn't even know what is going on.. Because I don't know how to catch the chance to make everyone like you and become the most favorable person in the company... Because I do not know how to become a two-faced person and yet, people will feel that they're cute and innocent...

I'm not trying to finger-point anyone.. and I'm not trying to say that people with the above 'qualification' are bad... Don't try to put those words with your own understanding..

I'm just telling out what I feel...

I'm still seeking the way and I know I'll find my way...

*smile*

Life isn't always fair, but it's still good ^_^

The title says it all, do I need to evaluate more? Yes, I do, that's the reason why I decided to post this early in the morning at my office. I believe this is the first time I post my blog in the office... Can you imagine how responsible and hardworking am I? Haha =p It's true that I always want get my job done fast and efficient, but after all, it is not worth it anymore...

I was very angry and fed up because of that 'issue', I believe Ann knew that as she is the first person who listened to this story, I nearly burst into tears you know, you may ask me why do I need to take it so serious, ya, I asked myself the same question too, but I don't know.. I do not know how to explain my feelings and why I reacted that way, but I just feel very very super extraordinary disappointed with the decision made by the management, after all, why should we trust him, especially in the corporate world.. How naive I am...

I believe the words, the future, the everything said by them and at last, what I get is only disappointment.. A beautiful story ended up with horrible ending and worst is, I don't think they realised what have they done in me.. And what I can say is, I won't trust them anymore.. I will only feel 'yucks' when I look at their face, listening to their voice, even looking at their email, I will only feel want to vomit..

Life isn't always fair but it's still good...

This is just part of my life and I won't let it influence my mood for long.. I'd experienced it and I'd learnt something from it.. I will still do my best at my part and that's it, nothing more than that.. I'm just fed up with the company but not fed up with myself..

Just a lesson to share with you all, never believe the beautiful story by others, even when you're already in the beautiful story itself.. You will never know what will happened next, and you can't do much as well... Never expect boss to appreciate you, it is a BONUS if they do, but if they don't, don't give a damn to them.. As long as you know you do your part and you'd achieve the target you've set for yourself..

Let success be measured by the happiness in your heart..